Made 1st Appointment

First off...I'm feeling tons better!  AF has left and I got my new order of OPK in the mail last week, and when I went to put them up I found that I had 3 or 4 from my first order hiding!  Ready for this month!  This month is the month, I can feel it!!

While I am hopeful this month is the month, I am realistic and made an appointment with my OB/GYN to start testing to make sure there isn't something wrong.  I called today to ask when I need to make the appointment since my Dr said I should go in September, and the receptionist said I need to now because he doesn't have many left open.  Then she says, I can get you tomorrow at 1pm, I was like whoa not quite ready for that soon.  So I'm going August 22nd at 3pm, unless I get a BFP before then.  I'm a little nervous, but only because I'm not 100% sure what to expect...like what are we going to do.  I'm not worried about if there ends up being something wrong, because if there is there's not much I can do about it, but I'll have to work with it.  I know people say, oh well nothing wrong and you'll find that out and get pregnant then, but I really just want to put my mind at ease if nothing else.  It's just that if you're not trying to get pregnant then you don't understand what goes through your mind, the worries, the fears, the anxiety.  It isn't easy just to 'not worry' or 'not think about it' it's something that's always there.  I may not think about it 24/7, but it's something I think about at least 3-4 times a day.  Anyway, I've been researching what goes on at this appointment and I've found varying articles, and it makes it sound like it varies from doctor to doctor.  I think I'm just going to call my doctor this week and find out exactly what's going to happen.  Anyway, wish me luck this cycle, and if nothing else, I'd like some pointers on what's going to happen :)

Thanks for reading!